Sorry again about this.
If I may vent I would like to know.
It is so annoying when people are annoying. It gets worse when they continue for days on end. My brother has been calling me addicted to games frequently and whenever I don't do something perfectly for the past week. Such as yesterday when I spent a full 6 hours, six full hours (a part-time job might I add), studying science. Only science and not a single other class. Then add on the other 5 hours of school and another hour for seminary Its a full 12 hours. So when I start to play for a bit of reaction he calls me addicted and then mentions it again the next day. It is so freaking annoying! If I ever would swear sometime soon would be it.
This is all added upon a sudden paranoya from my parents. Today I went to ultimate Frisbee and then came home. If anyone can find something wrong with working out please tell me and I would work for you for the rest of my life, it has to be good and legit. Now my parents really want me to get the PE credit out of the way so I don't have to worry about it anymore so this is something they want, may I emphasize want, desire, urge, desperately need, this. They really want me to work out and to do more PE, without taking a PE class. Why I think they are paranoid is that when we came home it was dark, gasp! My mother blatantly started an inquisition on whether I had skipped it and was playing instead. May I mention I had no backpack, no money, no cards, no computer, nothing that could be used for a game of any sort. Also she said that she couldn't trust me. She eventually said she would take my word for it (as if) after both me and my brother upheld to her questioning. I believe it all spawned out of her fear of the dark, shes gotten paranoid about us riding in the dark.
Thats all of my venting and I hope its the last for quite a while, however I doubt it is.
BTW En-her-gy, Zary, father please respond by comments and not talk to me about it in RL. I would like to be able to think my answers through and have you think yours through. RL is much more fast paced and, well, realistic. You don't have much time to think it through and wait for emotions to calm. I waited before I posted and still believe it is OK to vent this. I would like it if you think it through before you respond, things never go according to plan in RL but they can online.
Sorry again.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
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2 comments:
You worked through your frustration really well. It's so hard to stand up to criticism, but you did and you did it well. Someday you'll probably have a boss or colleague who will say something stupid and you'll be able to be kind and compassionate because you have had plenty of experience with it. Sometimes it helps to have stupid parents.
Note that when someone criticizes you for something untrue, it is no big deal -- you can ignore it easily because it is untrue. But, if there is truth in the criticism then it causes discomfort.
Interesting how that works.
First I have to figure out how to post on blogs!
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